Lets just jump into this shall we?

Ever stop to think and forget to start again? That is basically what just happened to me. I'm starting this blog to basically say whats on my mind. I used to write things down on a note pad about how much I hated every damn thing.

But I might as well just write it out online. Awhile back I was at this camp. The type of camp where everyone cries near then end. But one of the questions they asked us was "Are you happy with your life?". Of course me being myself answered yes "I'm happy with my life". But after a few days I thought to myself "Am I truly happy with my life?". Which still after about 2 months has me thinking.

If I'm having to wonder if I'm happy with my life then I must not be. Maybe I'm just walking that line of happiness and sadness. So now I have myself thinking, How do I jump to being happier. Is there something I need in life and I don't have?. I'm sure everyone needs something in life whether its more money or a new camera. There is always something that we think would make us the happiness man alive. But I don't want $1 000 000, and I don't need a hummer. I think helping others and making them happy gives me that sense of pride. Knowing I can make someones life a bit more better makes me sleep better at night. So starting tommorrow I'm making someones life a bit better.

Total Edit:

After writing all this down and reading another person blog I came to the conclusion that I could 1) Probably write more. and 2) Maybe write a bit mroe of an introduction. So About myself.

I'm BenJamin. I'm a girl (believe it or not). No point knowing my age, I've met 12 year olds more matture then I am. Which I find a tad depressing but lifes no fun with out a little bit of that eh?

I like speaking my opinions thats one thing you will always hear from me, my opinion. I don't think it matters if you don't agree. I may have shut my brain off again or I might be new at this. Basically in my life I eat sleep and talk. I dont do this much but I really like to go on adventures. Of course this starts to show how immature I really am but if it doesn't matter to me it shouldn't matter to anyone else. But the other day I bused around the city for about 4 hours. People may not think its fun but I certainly enjoyed it.

So I believe this is the start up of my blog. Welcome to my life everybody :)